[.I love the way you’d roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as I slowly fall apar.]

Friday, March 19, 2004

man i love jt.

lets see..
TODAY!
i was supposed to go meet jt for lunch.
< that didnt work out.>
i helped jacquelyn with the dance.

i came home...couldnt find anything to do.
me and megan resorted going to the mall.
<5th time this break.>

got bored.. went to trevors.
<what a cutie. looks just like he did 3 years ago>
hung out with him, josh, and kevin.
got insulted for being "shy".
<muahahaha>
went to this gay kf party.
sat on the driveway with megan and david.
<this was the only entertaining thing to do.>
somegirls are massive sluts. damn.
hung out with shane and ford.
drove drunk chick to friends house.
<supposed to be a hilarious trip...it backfired.>
made stupid voicemails for each other.
<do do do do leave a messagedo do do do>
came home.
<not in the best of moods.>
didnt get to see jt.
watched pocahuntas.
talked to jt for a bit.
< tried to mend what i had "effed up">
cried. laughed. cried some more.
jt got out of bed.
and drove to my house @1:30.
in the morning to give me a kiss.
<definatly the sweetest guy i have ever met>
hung out for a while and talked about things.
he left. i am sad. and cant wait to see him tomorrow.

_{I LOVE JT ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!}

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Tuesday, March 16, 2004

How Glorious.

Wow, i have failed to update this in a while. i will start with friday.

Friday, after school i had practice for tiffanys ensemble. we finished learning the dance. i really like it. then when i came home, i went up stairs and on my bed was like 3 or 4 dozen roses (red, pink, and light pink) covering a sign that said. How about Prom Brittney! Oh man, so i definatly didnt start crying because that was THE sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. I called jt, and tried to say thank you but i was speechless and shaking like a mexican jumping bean. I went up to shootout for a bit to say hey to all my homies whom i have not seen in months. it was nice, then jt picked me up and we went to pavorattis or something. it was delicious. then we went and saw STartsky and Hutch. i SO love that movie. it was great.

Saturday, jt came over and we watched austin powers. it was funny.
"you've turned me into a frickin jack in the box!"

Sunday, me and my dad went to donerakis then to church. it was nice being that i had to sit by myself in a rectangle of empty chairs. Because i am a nerd and bored out of my mind. i drew you a diagram to further explain my humiliation of sitting alone..and no my sister was not there, she thought itd be funny to stay home. ((the "spray paint" is the people))

Church

I can home did a few things around the house then summer came over, we went out with megan driving around. party-hopping. it was ...interesting. megan almost got her ass whopped for "talking" shit about a girl she didnt even know. and i was having girls talk about me behind my back. it was....pleasant? we met up with travis and colm at wendys, i danced to nysnc. and then me and summer went back to my house and horsed around. it was great hanging out with her again. i missed her. i fell asleep almost instantly. *sorry summer* haha

Monday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JT!! yesterday was his birthday. yay, and lucky me got to see him ALL day long!! We went to casa linda..near aldine. it was SO GOOD! holy moly. its my heaven. oh man, so good. so good. then we hung out for a while til i went out with his family and his sisters boyfriend. we went to papisitos. it was yummy. i love his family. there so funny. we then went to go get icecream. and we were going to see a movie but it was too late. so we hung out at his house til i had to come home.

Tuesday, that would be today. didnt start out to well. but what can you do. me and brrittney went up to klein and helped shannon with her techniques for bearkadette tryouts. it was fun. they are great girls. =D then i had 2 hours of ensembles. jacquelyn and morgan came over and i helped her make up her dance. muahah. i missed her. morgan is great to. we went to taco bell. twas yummy. after jt came home from work we rented Dumber and DumberER..or something like that! it was really funny. then we spelled out words on each others stomach. =% (<<blush face) it was really sweet. god, seriously, man, i dont know what i would do if jt wasnt in my life. shheeeet..oOoOo and he also helped me pick out my prom dress. SMILE.

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Sunday, March 14, 2004

PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES!

bearkadettes NATIONALS pictures!!!
Click there Niccas.
VVVV

http://community.webshots.com/user/atouchoverrated

+Natalie, Megan, Hayley, Summer, Samantha etc. +
When yall get yalls pictures back send them to me so i can put them up hurrr!

**if it doesnt work *or says "loading next image"* click on the different buttons at the top. if that doesnt help, IM and ill fix it for ya! **

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Thursday, March 11, 2004

A Robot on Drugs....Thats Crazy!

I hung out with Jt yesterday. WooHoo!! First day with no practice. yay! We went to Los Cucos. Yummy. i hadnt eaten mexican in forever. it sucked. but anyways, i treated him. this time. hahaha gosh, i love him so much. i have never felt so strongly about someone. EVER. its amazing. He gave me this B-E-A-U-tiful ring. its a heart with a diamond in the center. its incredible. i am seriously the luckiest girl in the whole wide world!!! yeah, thats pretty much all i wanted to say.

I LOVE JT. YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING!!!!

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Inky Cap 11: succSEXful trip with carlos!

Incase you hadnt heard, for the past 6 days i was in Florida for Contest of Champions aka Drill Team Nationals.

=THursday=
We had to be at the airport at 7. It was a long morning. I slept on the flight. We got to the hotel, unpacked a bit. I roomed with Summer, Natalie and Megan. It was insane. haha then we went to this outlet mall. it was huge. we met mark walburg or something of that sort-- that guy from the monkey movie.
QUESTION= did you know nose hair can be 2 inches long?!
I sure didnt, bleeive me you do not wanna see this shit. yay! i love sitting with gross hairry people on the bus!!! then we went back to the hotel and had practice then a pizza party. woohoo. then the first part of senior speeches. it was so sad. i cryed.

=FRiday=

We got up early and went to MGM studios. it was awesome! we went on the tower of terror. it was trippy. hehe and samantha and natalie were making fun of me because i am scared of Fredy Couger or however you spell it. the aerosmith ride was fun too. woohoo.Solos, Duets, Trios, Officer, and Ensembles performed. people said jazz was PERFECT *the dance i was in* i think they were lieing. =/ We ate at Planet Hollywood. it was fun. we saw this guy who looked like levi and hayley asked him to take a picture with us. it was funny. and i faced my fears and took a picture next to the statue of Freddy Couger. Go Brittney! We came home and had more practice. and more senior speeches. more tears.

=SAturday=
Today was the day we performed our team dances. During Military practice. i fell out of my handstand because STUPID mrs nix thought it would be funny to change the costumes out the week of nationals. I went crazy.... Grr i could have punched her in the face. I never screw up like that. Ahh! Lucky during the real thing i did it perfectly.(Or else i would have attacked her with some spirit gum. that stuff hurts like a bitch when you rip it off. man oh man. All i have to say is on Military and Pom...we have done better. Oh well, thats what happens when your on a team of 86-ish. When we came home with had an icecream party because it was the last day we ever had to perform THOSE dances. woohooo. it was sooo goood. yummmy.

=SUnday=
Typhoon Lagoon BAbay! Man it was sooo fun. All i have to say is....NIPPLE!! hahah ____! i love you. we body surfed, went on tube rides and i even got enough guts to SWIM WITH SHARKS!! it was soo scurrry! oh snap. then we had award ceremony. Over all we got 7th out of 100-ish. its not THATbad. but i was still pissed as were alot of the older girls. it really sucks to have tryed your hardest and not get what you deserve.
                     Jazz +++ 1st
                Military +++ 1st
            Ensembles +++ 3rd & 6th
                Pom +++ 2nd               <<grrr!!!!
                    Kick +++ 1st
We had Olive Garden for dinner. it was soo yummy.

=MOnday=
Woke up early AGAIN and drove to RON JONS SURF SHOP!!! i am inlove with that store. i could live there. i got some stuff. 45 min was definatly not enough time to shop there. then we drove to the beach, eat gross bbq and laid out on the beach. it was a very pretty day, just chilly. we had interesting conversations haha but its all good. That night the Escorts did a skit. it was pretty damn funny. im going to miss SOME of them. hahah

=TUesday=
Disney world is where we went. it was tons of fun. woohoo!!! man we spun sooo fast on the tea cups. i love the drunken little mouse. haha weeee....um oh snap!!! me natalie and megan got our faces put in like a magazine cover of the THREE STOOGES. we look sooo funny. hahha itll be on my site later. soo the flight home...there is only 1 word i can use to describe the plane we flew home on: GHETTO hOLY mOLY! there was duct tape covering a hole on the emergency exit door, the lights that line the floor werent even lights it was glow in the dark tape, the chairs didnt lean back, the tray tables had no cup holders and you could hear air leeking in through the windows!!! it was the scariest flight of my life. and just when i was about to call my family to tell them i love them....my phone died. blast.

yeah well lucky im still alive. although i did have fun,i am very thankful it is over. i was getting sick of some of those girls. ive loaded pictures from the trip. and keep checking back because ill be getting more from other kiddos. Click the link to the left to go to the site. Bye All. -B

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Sunday, February 29, 2004

She Bang! She Bang!

=First Off=
If you need to be put in a good mood, i suggest you go here. I have never been happier!! Funny stuff...

http://people.clemson.edu/~yinagak/william.wmv
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/kozo.php
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/bungee.php
http://www.media.ebaumsworld.com/index.php?e=aicha.wmv
http://www.clemson.edu/%7Eyinagak/willykast.wmv

Okay! So my weekend. 2 words: EFFING GAY! (for the most part) Friday night i waited around til like 845 trying to find something todo. then i went out with megan to meet some of her friends. so we drive out (towards tomball) and go visit her friend jake beucase the other guys were running late. he seemed very sweet. then we waited out side this one kids house for ehh..20 minutes or so. not to mention i had to pee soo bad. so we sat their singing the "baby shark song". FINALLY they showed up..and being the brillant one his boy is he locked himself out of the house. so we stood out side for approx. 45 more minutes trying to find a way in (so far a total of 65 mins *give or take a few*)i called people to find out what they were doing everyone was out having a grande ol time. then we went to this kids house[.whose parents were home..and dont approve of underage drinking.] to what do you know DRINK. im guessing k.o people arent that smart. tehe. i was bored. and very tired. so i just chilled on the coach. i was about to passout. then all these guys were trying to get me to drink another beer but i said no. because SORRY BOYS! i didnt feel like getting raped by a couple of nasty guys! i was pissed because they wouldnt leave me alone. and it was getting old. so i called summer and she had travis come pick me up.... for reasons that i can not say!!

THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH TRAVIS. YOU ARE MY LIFE SAVER!!!! I LOVE YOU MAN!!!! THANK YOU A MILLION TIMES OVER!!!!!

so megan being the great girl she is and matt +dumbass+ took me to k.o. to drop me off..well it just so happens that travis and them got lost (haha. NOT SUMMERS FAULT) so it took them maybe an extra 15-20 minutes to get there. in the mean time i had to sit in the car and listen to MATT bitch like a little pmsing girl about how this was bullshit and he wanted to go back to the party. lemme ask you a question MATT!!...did me and megan not wait around for you for over an hour!! and ITS NOT LIKE A PLANNED THIS either.grr.. as you can probably tell i dont like the kid. but no worrys matt.. i wont be going out with megan any more. =D now i wont get to ruin your evening. yay!its sad to say that for the whole 4 or so hours i was out.. the funnest part was the 15 min drive home. i love summer and travis (colm too) they are grande! we drove by this farm house that looks EXACTLY like the one in the chainsaw movie. it was so scarey. and i thought i saw some one in there and me and summer started screaming like crazy. ya, it was fun. and megan no i am not mad at you. sorry if i seemed pissed, i just felt bad that i had to embarass you in front of MATT like that. it wont happen again.

Saturday i traded in my phone. YAY! i got i really cool picture phone. i feel rich. but its for my birthday since i wont be getting a car anytime soon since i dont even have my permit! wooo. isuck. Tim..my cingular guy..is soooooooo coooool! he gave me the phone for half off.. + 100 dollar rebate!! HOLLAAA... okay so, Last night i went to a party with summer and katelyns for katelyns birthday. it was okay. but then i got a bad feeling so i decided to walk to the park and what do you know. just as i got there a guy pulled up to the house and told everyone he called the cops. so everyone ran. summer john and katelyn met me up at the park and we walked around for a while. it got boring..so i went home. it was a boring night. It had been a bad day..i figured it would end with me coming home before curfew. i dont know if me and jt are still together anymore. i have really been causing some problems between us so it seems. i hate it. i wish i could be that perfect girl friend who never causes issues. i really hope we work this out. i love him so much. i dont know what i would do with out him. =/ well im going to go eat and get fat. yay! so bye now. -B

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Thursday, February 26, 2004

T.G.T.F

today wasnt THAT bad of a day til i found out one of my old boyfriends grandmothers' is not doing so well and she is in the hospital. i was +almost+ in tears when i found out. [i know. i know it might be a little "akward" for an ex girlfriend to care so much for a relative of your ex ,but what can i say, she was one in a million.] she is the most magnifiecent women i have ever met. she is soo full of life, she brings smiles to everyones faces..she is just an all around sweet lady. she isnt the type of grandma that sits in her couch and watches "soaps" all day. she was ALWAYS out and about, going to her grandkids activitys. shes amazing. anyways, all im asking is for everyone to keep Mrs. Pinkham in your prayers. i know she will be fine, but every little bit helps!! -Britni

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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

[.Intense.]

As of 9:01 p.m. wednesday night, i am obsessed with ^{one tree hill} and ^{the o.c}holy cow!!! i am inlove with seth...the EMO GEEK!! hes sooo sweet. holy smoke. i wish i was summer. :tear:

I’m not one for complaining,
But I love the way you roll
Excuses off the tip of your tongue
As I slowly fall apart

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All i wanna do is just run away with you.

Grrrr........so i like have not seen jt for the past 2 weeks. (approximatly) i miss him so much. luckily monday i got to hang out with him for like 2 hours but then i had to go do something thing with my phone which took FOREVER. its stupid. but whatever. i love him. so yah, taks was boring. and im just plain exhuasted from school, dancing. EVERYTHING. but only 12 or so more days. yayah! hmm.. im still deciding what im giving up for lent. any ideas?

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Sunday, February 22, 2004

Bye Bye Beautiful

I had competition all weekend. It was tiring. There were some ^ups and _downs. I think the one "up" was when we sang this one song from kindergarden...to get us PUMPED UP!! and me (being like the anti-spirited type) actually got into it. yay!

^{_{Baby Shark DoDoDoDoDoDo...Baby Shark DoDoDoDoDoDo... Baby Shark!

Momma Shark DoDoDoDoDoDo..Momma Shark DoDoDoDoDoDo..l.omma Shark!}}

^{_{Daddy Shark DoDoDoDoDoDo...Daddy Shark DoDoDoDoDoDo...Daddy Shark!}}^{_{Grandpa Shark DoDoDoDoDoDo..Grandpa Shark DoDoDoDoDoDo..Grandpa Shark!}}_{Swimming Faster DoDoDoDoDoDo..Swimming Faster}_{DoDoDoDoDoDo..Swimming Faster!

                     Shark Attack DoDoDoDoDoDo..Shark Attack DoDoDoDoDoDo..Shark Attack!}_{Lost an Arm DoDoDoDoDoDo..Lost an Arm DoDoDoDoDoDo..Lost an Arm!}_{Lost a Leg DoDoDoDoDoDo..Lost a Leg DoDoDoDoDoDo..Lost a Leg!}_Baywatch_{DoDoDoDoDoDo..Baywatch}_{DoDoDoDoDoDo..Baywatch!}_Bearkadettes_{DoDoDoDoDoDo..Bearkadettes DoDoDoDoDoDo..Bearkadettes!}
It was soo funny. OVERALL i guess we did pretty good on our routines. pretty excited about that. As for awards we got a lot of choreagraphy awards, some technique too. Kats Jazz Ensemble (the dance i most frequently complain about not ever getting 1st becuase of the Kick Ensemble) got first place over all. i was ecstatic! =D in the whole competition (a total of 89 teams) we got 5th. Not TOO Shabby.Kingwood got first. and in my opinion they totally deserved it. they were breath-taking. seriously, i would mistake them for professionals. i am so jealous. alot of the senior bks were VERY pissed and putting down kingwood. i think they are all just jealous they cant dance like that. but hey whats shit talking going to do. maybe if we took technique classes we could win too. after i came home as soon as i hit my pillow i fell asleep. yay, and now im bored out of my mind. how nice. i think i shall go work out so i can get strong and maybe that will help me not suck. woohoo. later days. -B

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